my grandma knew she was going to die,and she gave me a stuffed tweety bird doll like a week before she did. my mom said she would take it for safekeeping until i was old enough to not ruin it. a month ago i asked her for it and she said "oh i think thats in a box in storage someplace" ( i didnt get to say goodbye to her either

whats worse is that i used to have this Uncle Dan who i was always around until i was 5 when me my mom and my brother lived with my grandparents (the ones where the grandma died). i hadnt seen him until i was 13 on easter when we went to visit him in the hospital. i didnt remember much about him and i didnt say much to him because well he was in a hospital bed and i couldnt remember him that much. so we left and that night i had this horrible feeling in my chest. he had died an hour after we left.

why does this shit always happen to the like good people? because were more mature and we can handle it" i was once told, then i asked, "well if it didnt happen to me wouldnt it have happened to someone else and made them more mature?" i never have gotten an answer...

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Good evening Commissioner...WHY SO SERIOUS?!?!

omg mindy im sorry i posted all that in your comments page

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Good evening Commissioner...WHY SO SERIOUS?!?!

its ok just made me cry....again but now i cant stop laughing i think im overtired or something, and i get feelings like that too and it scares the hell out of me

i feel like that sometimes too

did you ever feel like so bad and so tired that you stood up and just stood there and like the whole room turned dark around you and then you just like jerk your head up and its like wtf?

i hate that

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Good evening Commissioner...WHY SO SERIOUS?!?!

sometimes i hate how life treats people if i could id beat it up for u
theres really nothing anyone can say to make the pain go away so i can only just be here to talk to if u need it
love ya much honey

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Complain to those who have it better than you, rather than those who have it worse. Then maybe you won't make them feel so bad.

thanks for being there ^_^ its weird how ppl you rarely know are 100 times better to talk to than the people you do and im sure you could kick life's ass lol

yea wtf is up with life giving "lemons"? because theyre sour? life gave me a pile of cow poo

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Good evening Commissioner...WHY SO SERIOUS?!?!

wEll I'M sOrRy I'M nOt GoOd To TaLk To. I TrY, buT iT jUsT DoeSn'T dO aNy GoOd I gUeSs. WEll, I'M suRe i ShoUld HaVe LeaRneD By NoW ThaT I'm NoT tHe BesT aND wIll NevEr bE, sO I'M soRRy ThAt I cOuLdN'T HelP yOu LiKe YoU DesErVe To Be HeLpEd, BuT goOd Luck AnyWay wItH WhAt YoU Do aND If YoU dO neEd soMeOnE ElSe tO TalK to, I StiLl am HeRe TryIng To HelP WheTheR It WorKs Or NoT. <<My LoVe>>

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"Don't cry because it's over. SMILE because it happened."
-Dr. Seuss

Teri, i didnt mean it like that hun,and i hope you know that, just sometimes its easier for me to talk to people that like idk very well just b/c its like idk if you know what i mean and trust me just remember everything you have helped me with w/o i may not even be here now ok sorry if i made you feel bad or anything at all bad love you ^_^